Blessing Rejections: The Night I Fear the Most…


has turned out to be…

…the most successfully beautiful night ever!

( to most of us :’)


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To be radically honest,

i can’t lie to myself that i was fully trusting in Banky Poo and God’s power through him to lead the GrapeVine (LIKE & Stay tuned for more Pics&VDOs) during the week(s). Because my leader, P’Mic Ruth and my colleague, Beth เบญจมาศ, who are the full-time staffs are away for a conference in the US of A. 

As a result, this past week, it was what i called the week i fear the most!

First reason, apart from more cleaning workload i and Joseph our intern had to carry, i had to contact and convince many friends in my networks to come help us at the worship. But gradually, they all ended up giving me the NO’s.

Next, i never simultaneously sing and perform my novice guitar skill in public before. I tried my best to trust God by many Scriptures about “Trusting God with all my heart”. Yet, i had silently feared and spent many nights before that week on my knees praying that God would send someone to help me/us and that He would never let me use my Plan B which means that i have to do the guitar and the singing (and other IT tasks  simultaneously).

Lastly, i had to translate all the Games, BibleStudy, and myself during worship.

Again, i didnt fully trust myself that i could have (successfully) done all of these challenging tasks!

However, to make a long story short, my “Cheeks of TRUST” were slapped by the loving Hands of my Creator and DADDY JESUS :)

It was almost as if HE said,

“Even though you don’t really trust in yourself, please trust in ME & My Power to be flowing through your humble Spirit and the team’s. And I just want you to breath deeply and simply know that

‘I, the LORD your  GOD & CREATOR, trust deeply & dearly in you.’

May you simply allow yourself to be trusted… and start trusting in ME, beloved BankyPoo.”

I broke in to tears through this re-taught spiritual lessons.

The night (from Food, Game, BibleStudy, to Worship) went unprecedentedly successful. I was blown away by the voices that sang along with me… as well as the encouraging smiles!

In fact, i honestly almost cried during some of the songs!

It was what i called acoustically beautiful and fun…

We're lovin' it

We broke the record again!!!

(Maybe we need to thank Facebook somehow)

by one of the biggest numbers we’ve ever had on normal SouperTuesdays: over 33 students showed up even it seemed to rain.

not just that… what blows me away was that many of the students were NEW FACES to whom i believe with all my heart that God was at work in their lives somehow that night :’)

The Funnest Night led by Nong Arm, GFORCE member

At the end of the night, students and GFORCE student leaders helped us cleanup and Nong Arm had a crazily new movement of singing crazy songs. We laughed a lot!!! No one wanted to go home. We all had a blast!!! And some of us laughed until tears filled our eyes! 555! ><  

Around 11:50i came back, reflecting with DADDY under candle light and again… 

I went on my knees & broke into… tears with the invincible arms of my CREATOR DADDY JESUS.

i prayed for almost everyone by names that night…

Would U join me?

~With all my heart

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Posted on July 23, 2011, in Eng., GrapeVine and tagged , , , . Bookmark the permalink. Leave a Comment.

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